You’re reaching your limit. You’re hurting in your mind, your body, your heart, maybe even your soul. You’re confused as to which way to go next. You’re mad that things have turned out the way they have.

Or possibly disgusted because you saw it all coming and either did nothing to stop it or figured there was no point in trying.

It’s all becoming just a bit much

You took some risks and lost; tried something (or many things) new and failed. The whims of others changed your fate for the worse.

Got close to right where you wanted to be only to watch it suddenly dry up and blow away. You’re trying to keep a smile on your face but it’s with gritted teeth.

You’re tired of wading through all the shit, wondering if you’ll ever reach the other side.

Yeah, I was all that too, and for too many years

Thankfully I kept putting one foot in front of the other, regardless of all barriers.

I continued to fail at many things but began winning the overall war. Because there’s never NOT some sort of battle. That’s just life.

But these fights don’t wound me like they used to. Some of them I even look forward to. It’s this attitude that’s helped me win the day more times than I can count.

Hopefully, you’re pissed enough to keep fighting to find some sort of solution too.

If you are, then we need to talk.

I’ve outlasted my old self long enough to be here with you today. I am a much better self. And as exciting as much of it once was, I have no desire to return to my old ways.

The Old Ways Hurt

Bipolar disorder, comas, addictions, loss of all worldly goods, divorce, separations, alcoholism, lock down wards, 50+ jobs, crushing debt, arrests, fights, lost friends, hurt family, shameful behaviors, lost opportunities…

…even clinically dead…twice!

Lotta work. Lotta pain. Very fatiguing way to live.

Yeah. I like now much better. I like me much better. A lot better actually!

Would you like to like YOU much better too?

Well, I got something to say about that.

Start with the Blue Lady. Give her a click why doncha?